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[05 Apr 2005|02:09pm] |
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so yea i discovered i still have a livejournal lol..my last update was soo long ago. its so weird reading old entires.. things were so fucked up haha and just remembering and reading all the old shit is soo strange. but oh well all thats over.
so i guess ill update on whats new. Easter break just finished and yes ive been home for the past 2 /12 weeks with mono. =( it sucksssss alot but im almost better thank god. its been a boring 2 weeks.. ally and maya came to visit me =] yea i have awesome friends.. they brought me balloons and flowers and we ordered chinses cuz thats really all we do when we are together..eat. haha
prom is in like 2 weeks and im excited i hope everything works out.. my dress is really pretty... its green =] its really simple but i love it.i finally booked the limo..so i hope everything works out and im better by then...
i misss everyone, this whole mono thing sucks SO MUCH, i havent left my house in so long..i had to drive to jamie's house to drop something off last night and YEA i totally could not drive..i hope i get better soon cuz im gonna go crazy if i cant leave my house anymore..
OH YEA OMG IM GOING TO SEE SOMETHING CORPORATE ON APRIL 19TH!!!! ahh ok im reallyyyyyyyy excited cuz i MIGHT get to meet them but idk.. but who cares im gonna see them livee woooo. just thought id add that in there haha..
ok so now i need to go to humanities because i have 2 papers due tomorrow and getting started would be a good idea =\
its love.. make it hurt <3
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| i hate the way you say my name like its something secret <|3 |
[06 Dec 2004|06:34pm] |
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so when you ask was something wrong?
that i think you're damn right there is but we cant talk about it now
no, we cant talk about it now
so one last touch and then youll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap....
and you are beautiful
b u t y o u d o n ' t m e a n a t h i n g t o m e <|3
yeaa i was bored.. good song though =]
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[05 Dec 2004|01:04pm] |
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bosco lost to bergen 13-10 it sucks.. varisty cheer 04-05 ilu so much<3 jan. 16 gonna be amazing =]
dont lie to your friends, and if do you suck... and i could careless now.. thanks.
went shopping yesterdasy, bought jeans, skirt, and a shirt. saw liz, fran, and maya and went to visit ally at sam goody <33
40 days till i get my license =] allyyy congrats on getting you ilu.. thanks for being theree <3
going to work now yay... not really
if this wasnt your plan
what was it then
to leave me like this
i cant understand..
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| maybe i should hate you for this... |
[29 Nov 2004|09:13pm] |
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soo yea i know i havent updates in the longest time.. but i guess i feel obligated to.. so im going to update on my thanksgiving break/weekend. So the weekend started of with tuesday and the ryan cabrera concert with ally and maya <333 We got stuck in a little bit of traffic but made it in time to see skye sweetnam who sings that really good song "tangled up in me".. yea awesome song but she suckksss so bad lol. she trys to be like ashlee simpson and is just a really bad performer... oh man best part of the night.. while singing ryan finishes his water and throws the bottle into the audience and it lands in my hands! yesss so i know own ryans bottle.. soo ironic considering our convo at AHA <33 haha.. then we went to WAWA which is allys favorite place in the world.. and got some food and amazing iced tea. We came back to her shore house and watched eurotrip haha.. so yea we had an awesome time.
so the next day i get home and im soo tired. So then later that night i went to sandys and hung out with her and richie. We watched some of A walk to remember and then watched sandys play.. good timess =]
thursdayyyy = thanksgiving = eating wayyy to much.. haha went to my godparents house which was surprsingly fun.. very eventful lol
friday was juliana's sweet 16.. aww she looked so pretty and her dress looked like the dress from how to loose a guy in 10 days. I think all of her friends think the bosco cheerleaders are all soooooooo fucking weird lol. I must say troll porn made our night haha... marie, kimberly, melissa, liz, and i made the best of the night by taking 4384738 pictures of trolls and of random things... overall it was alot of fun haha.. if you would like to see the pictures go to maries livejournal cuz they are sweeeet haha.
Saturday was katies surprise sweet 16 in the city =] ... she was so surprised and had no idea about the party.. it was a really good party i lovee youu katieeee <3 and you shall get ur present veryyyyy soon... So after katies party we came back to sandys house where we opened some presents (i did an awesome job writing down what people got her) so we basically hung out the whole night with chris, alex, and this kid nick...funniest night ever..."does this make you uncomfortable"-alex hahahah... chris took my chapstick and RUINED it.. not going to say how but it was grosss haha... props to sandy for thowing an awesome partyy =] iluu
so sunday came around and i spent the WHOLE day doing homework and then ended up not going to school cuz i was up half the night crying and i was in pain and i was soooo sick. ally called me after school and called me a slacker =[ haha she now works at sam goody <33 black shirt and khakies are soo hottt haha i lovee you!.. ok i wanna make a new backround.. any ideas anyone?
seemed to stop my breath_my head on your
chest . waiting to cave in from the bottom of
my...* hear your voice again_could we dim
the sun_and wonder [ where we've been ]
.maybe you & me * so kiss me like you did
my heart stopped beating* such a softer sin
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[30 Oct 2004|11:28pm] |
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ashlee simpson and ryan cabrera concert at AHA was AWESOME.. i spoke to ryan <33 and i think im in love with himm. it was such a good concert... and not to mention my best friend sandra got to sing with ashlee on stage .. wow so amazing.
Alot of exciting things are happening....im going to jingleball!!!.. jamie got 4 tickets and yess we are going. This means ryan and ashlee again with a whole bunch of other people =] also nov. 23 im going to see ryan cabrera with ally <33 ahh i love you mann.. im sooo excitedd!l
today i had work then want to madelines bday dinner... it was fun... HAPPY BIRTHDAYY ilu! Kris was there, i havent seen her in foreverr so it was fun.
tomorrow is halloween and sandy katie genna ( it think) and i .. are honestly dont know who else.. are being the spice girls.. dont be so jealouss =] haha i am automatically posh, due to the name.. lol it should be fun
ok i realized how much i hate updating this thinggg so im gonna go, peaceee =]
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| love's an excuse to get hurt and to hurt.. do you like to hurt? i do, then hurt me... |
[16 Oct 2004|11:03pm] |
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This weekend was th most pointless weekend ever. i just got home from jamies, we just hung out and then chris john and alex stopped by for a little. Yesterday i got home from practice and basically passed out, no joke.. i fell asleep at about 830 and woke up to ally calling me at 11. I was so confused i thought it was like 3 am, i was supposed to go to the mall with her and some people but i was too tired, but apparently everyone decided to go to the mall last night haha.
Bosco played passaic today. they SUCKED so badd. about 5 players got badly hurt during the course of the game, 2 of which had to be taken away in an ambulance.. yeaa.. we thought one was dead. He got hit so head and just wasnt moving..they lifted his arm and it fell limp back on the floor, but we found out later he was okay..thank god.
Tomorrow i have workkkk =\ and i have a shit load of homework to do..yesss life sucks right now and im so sick.. my throat has been hurting for the past week and now im always tired.
so random thought, but i HATE girls who tell their boyfriends they CANT do things... like i would never be like to my boyfriend "no u cant do that" like for example if ur boyfriend like smoked and u didnt like it would u be like U CANT SMOKE and if u do its over.. honestly u cant control his life.. u could be like well dont smoke around me.. or before your going to see me but never NO U CANT.. idk this is what happens when im bored lol.
ok gonna go, someone comment about something =]
i hope my taste never leaves your lips
i hope im a constant memory in your mind
because ill never forget you <33
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| scream my name just one more time... |
[11 Oct 2004|11:53am] |
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hii its monday and we have no school =] so im sitting here doing the ridculous amount of HW i have ... i kno what fun right? i would like to say that i misss my ally! =[ shes been in florida and needs to come home lol. So this is the 4 day weekend the AHA so nicely provided me with...
Thursday - Saw the forgotten with jamie.. yea thats it for thursday lol.
Friday - bosco vs joes game. i think everyone in the united states knows how that went. Yes Don Bosco Prep. High School lost a football game. A 26 game winning streak and not a loss in 3 years.. and we lose to St joes. I alomost cried. I my football buddy was crying i felt sooo bad. Everyone was drunk at the game though, that made it quite interesting. i went to fridays after hng out with ally a little =] aww i missed her. Then my parents came and picked me and jamie up.
Saturday - i had work then came home showered and packed to go to sandys house. Ahh what a night. A little get together with sandy, katie, genna, kristina, allison, luke, richie and his friend jimmy, sebastian, manny? and some other kid i didnt know.. and me of course =] yea i think that was it. Not gonna elaborate to much on that night haha...but in the wise words of katie when we woke up that morning "I need to go to church because Jesus was in my boobs last night" ahh katie i love youu. It was a good night from what i remember? iluu guys =]
Sunday - So we wake up at sandys at like 7 am.. yea go figure.. and i thought i had work at 10:15 and im was soooo tired. so my parents pick me up and take me to work, i get there and they go "what are u doing here".. apparently i didnt have to be there till 2 that day and got this weekend and next weekend confused. UGHH so i came home took a nap kinda and then went to work at 2. The maya calls me <33 haha so ashley, maya, christie, and me go to see raise ur voice haha. It was pretty good, we were being so loud in the theater it was soo funny. The we went to friendlys to get food =] scream my name just one more time...
its been hours now to be here like this
just to lay you down, and to taste ur lips
& just to keep me up, god im tired of sleeping
& just to lay inside you and to know this feeling..
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i know ur all jealous and you have probably already heard that ASHLEE SIMPSON AND RYAN CABRERA are coming to AHA for a concert! yess.. they told us on tuesday that we won the rock the vote contest on z100.. everyone was running around screaming it was soo great. So then on wednesday greg T from z100 came to our school, he signed maya's box of twinkies and some shirts... he also did the announcements haha. Jenny moran thinks she the best principal ever.. its kinda funny.
So the 4 day weekend began last night.. i saw "the forgotten" it was reallyyyy good. Tonight is the BOSCO vs. JOES game.. yea they are going down. Im not sure what im doing after.. party maybe? this weekend is going to be soo amazing i cant wait.
Well i gotta go now cuz im going to go to rutgers with my bro get books for this stupid humanities "college" paper i need to do. wait i actually i have to do 3 papers.. yea kill me, so i need books cuz we cant use the internet.. yea retarded i know.
well ill update later.. come to the game and buy a bosco hat for $5 yay..
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| she'd do anything to sparkle in his eyes <33 |
[03 Oct 2004|09:18pm] |
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wow i just typed this whole entry on my weekend and it got deleted UGHHH. so now im gonna be lazy and just briefly explain the past 3 days
friday was possibly the best day ever, i had 2 classes and ms. moran pretended to be psycic hahah but we have no school next friday! which means AHA has a 4 day weekend cuz monday is columbus day =] bosco beat barringer 56-6, it was kinda a boring game. I met up with some people at burger king and fridays after. Me maya and molly had the worst experience of our lives. Yea we were on the over pass and these guys drive by at 40 miles an hour and throw half frozen eggs at us. Yes eggs.. i was in shock i didnt kno what hit me.. literally. I have this really ugly bruise on my leg, i started bleeding and molly got hit in the eye. i dont feel like typing the entire story here so if you wanna know ask. But if i ever find out who those guys where im going to kill them. FUCKING LOSERS.
Saturday was erin and cats party but i couldnt go, but then ally and maya came over <33 haha it was a good night, i had pains in my stomatch from laughing so hard. msg, placibo, fat people and sex, porn, and so much more haha. Me and maya are gonna help ally redo her room.. ahh im so excited its gonna be soo awesome =]
So tomorrow my parents are going to canada and im straying with jamie for a couple days.. yay =]
im crazy about the way you make my heart feel <33
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| i'm lost and i need to be found, as crazy as it sounds, i need you around.. |
[30 Sep 2004|10:33pm] |
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hiii, yes i know it been a while since i updated. First i would like to think chirs campbell for being oh so kind and making my live journal so great =].
Last time i updated it was summer, and now its so depressing but we are way into school already. The hell has already begun. Bosco is going good, the bergen bosco game was last week.. 7,000 people, it was AMAZING.. and of course we won =]
On another note my love ally vila called me at this very moment saying the words "the party aint jumpin like it used to" << yes i was on the floor laughing. Its become tradition now, she calls me at random times singing lyris <33 haha i love her. (shes now singing usher to me on the phone... i think im in love lol)
So tomorrow is the bosco vs. barringer game, should be fun. I have like 2 classes tomorrow because we have this 2 hour assembly and i have 2 frees, in other words i have 2 classes all day =]
Im going to give a shout out to richie. and i also have a message.. "dont have unprotected sex and dont tell ur friends about ur partner" haha srry buddy i had to say it lol that was to funny..
oh yea and word to maya "close ur legs, ur not a truck driver" hahahahhah im still laughing lol...
one last shout to my love sandy because i miss her SO MUCH <33 bestt friends =]
im gonna go now ill update again later since i know you all are dying to read the details of my life ;)
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[05 Sep 2004|07:33pm] |
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ok so here is my weekend.. THE LAST ONE BEFORE SCHOOL so depressing
friday - i woke up did nothing for the whole day.. did some summer reading. Then me and jamie decided that we have no friends and it was time to get some lol. We ended up going to see harold and Kumar w/ dan, tom, frank, marcello, and joey. North bergen movie theater.. yea $3.00 to see a movie lol it was great. jamie and i left w/ Joey and Marcello, and marcello really wanted whitecastle.. idk why, but i was just like ehh drop me of so they drop me off at home and then go to white caste. good times lol
saturday - woke up went to get my hair done for the wedding.. took longer then expected and yea i got home with about 20 min to get ready... i had to get my dress on do my makeup and pack (because we were staying at the hotel). so yea i was basically a mess but it all turned out good. The entire wedding party was wearing all my dads jewelery, it was beautiful. So after the church we go to the reception which is really nice. then back to the hotel room where i passes out. The next morning we went to brunch with everyone, then i finally came home.
This is the last night of summer so depressing... then im back to AHA wooo. k im gonna go now byee
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| Anyone will do tonight, close your eyes just settle <3 |
[02 Sep 2004|05:41pm] |
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So yesterday saw the movie without a paddle and it was SO FUNNY.. we were laughing SO HARD it was ridiculous lol. I did some shopping with ally in edgewater, caught up on some stuff cuz i havent seen her in a while, so that was cool. Then we went to the movies and jamie met up with us. after the movie dan picked us up and we went to his house then drove around, and just hung out for a little.
Today was the captains practice at melissa's house. It was fun. WE PRACTICED ALOT.. lol we chilled it was a good day. Cant wait for the season its gonnaaa be so much fun...
im really tired so im gonna go peaceee <3
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| i come undone with the things he says.. |
[01 Sep 2004|05:11pm] |
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so yesterday was the last day of bosco camp. It went by so fast, and i still think we have alot of work to do, but everything is coming out soo good. Our dance is amazing, the hello and crowd cheers are really cute. Our first game is next friday... yeaa really soon, but im so excited, but even more excited for the bergen game. Supposidly the bergen cheerleaders want to be JUST like us.. or so i hear, so this game should be intersting lol. Tomorrow we have a captains practice at melissa's and that should be fun.
Tonight just hanging out with jamie and ally in edgewater, some shopping and a movie or something like that.
School starts in 5 days, and i think im gonna cry. i have to read 2 and 1/2 more books but i just havent had time, mostly due to bosco and just plain lazyness lol. i REALLY REALLY dont wanna go back. I heard we got an ice cream and snapple machine.. wow AHAs going high class. Though i do remember last year we asked for a salad bar.. but i guess the icea cream machine is equal to that...The only thing im excited for is seeing people i havent seen all summer.
big thanks to marcello for doing the musicc for me.. i owe you one =)
cause your taste still lingers on my lips like i just
placed them upon yours and i starve, i starve for you
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[28 Aug 2004|10:48am] |
heyy.. yea i know i havent updated in a long time but ive been lazy lol. Alot of stuff has happened since the last time i updated. I did the movie shoot which was pretty awesome. It was a pretty interesting day lol. Madeline, Ally, maya, melissa and daniella were there with me. We met some cool kids there for ridgefield.. good times. And being an extra is not an easy job, you gotta do things like 438742 times till they get it right. AND the midget from jackass was there.. yess that was awesome.
For the past 2 weeks ive been at bosco camp. ive just been really tired so i havent really been doing anything during the week. Our halftime is reallyy cool, though i really dont like the songs. Our team is doing really good this year so im excited. But for the football team, im kinda scared they are gonna loose =(.. idk if i could deal with that lol. Our first game is in LONG ISLAND.. yeaa how weird is that. Then on the 18th is the bergen game which is going to be sickkk, its home =). ok enough about cheer for now lol.
Ive been car shopping with the fam to see what kinda car im gonna get. I fell in love with the infiniti <33 its so hottt.. then we looked at a subaru, saab, and volvo which are pretty cool cars too. so idk i have till like christmas to figure out which one we are gonna get.
Yea summer is almost over and i still have 2 and 1/2 more books to read, and all this SAT work to do for my tutor. In other words im screwed.
Besides all that things have been kinda good. Im a little confused about some stuff but hey what else is new. I saw OPEN WATER, like a week ago with sebastian and jamie. I would like to say that that movie sucked.. ALOT.. The ride home was quite interesting [ going onto the GWB ramp.. the WRONG WAY was classic lol ] I had been at bosco camp that whole week so it was like the first time i actually went out in like a week lol.
Well now im getting ready to go out with my cousin and people as like a little get together before she gets married. Out during the day and then back to Denna's house to chill with her and my cousin.. i know how cute right?
ok this entry is getting to long so im gonna stop and go get ready.
u dont seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is for, i dont know him anymore theres nothing where he used to lie, our conversation has run dry, that's whats going on, nothings fine, im torn..
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YES NOW THAT I HAVE STARTED TO BREATH AGAIN I WOULD LIKE U ALL TO BRACE URSELVES BECAUSE I, VICTORIA, AM GOING TO BE ON THE SOPRANOS YES U READ THAT CORRECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG IM FUCKIINNGGG EXCITED..
ok so my neighbor is a stunt double on the sopranos and so he comes to my dad is like would ur son and daughter like to be on it.. i dont exactly kno what, but prob. an extra or something not sure... but WHO CARES BECAUSE IM GONNNAAA BE ON THE SHOW!!! ON TV YESSS =) BEST PART IS I GET TO BRING FRIENDS TO BE ON IT WITH ME TOOO!!!!! OMG YESS OK IM GONNA GO BACK TO BEING REALLLYY REALLY EXCITED AND YEA WOW ......
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hey, so i just finished watching crazy/beautiful.. ive seen it before but Between the suicide and the love story it honestly made me cry. At the end she says hat there are millions of people in the world, and it all comes down to one.. yea that makes you think.. and makes you feel kinda lonely. Im not one to write my entire life up here cuz alot of people read it, but i really do wish that i had someone that was there for me. I mean yea my friends are there too, but someone who just cares about me and takes me for me. ahhh yea okay enough of the sappyness. Today i did absolutely nothing. Kinda felt good lol. Tomorrow i think im going to englewood for the sidewalk sale.. ooo yess. I also reallyy really reallyy wanna see the village, it looks so good. yeaa im really tired so im gonna go*
we all want something beautiful...man i wish i was beautiful
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| i love how u can tell all the pieces of me.. |
[29 Jul 2004|09:25pm] |
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well all i have to say is MARIE BALCOS is amazing.. she made me this wonderfuly random live journarl that i love so much. The lyrics and city are soo greatt thanks soo much marie =)
Yesterday i saw the last hour of bourne supremicy.. yeaa dont wanna get into the story of why i only say half lol. I also went shopping yesterday and got two dresses for my cousins wedding, but i havnt decided which one im gonna wear yet. OHH and i got the ASHLEE SIMPSON cd, which is amazing.. and yes she is awesome dont lie to urself u kno u love her haha.
Sunday went to a party again with my love jamie and patty.. was pretty good had fun, you kno the deal. Called and texted some people that night.. yeah guess its ritual now lol.. but good always comes out of things.
im gonna go now.. leave a comment and make me smile please =)
we're losing control will you turn me away or
touch me deep inside & before this gets old,
will it still feel the same - there's no way this
will die but if we get much closer, I could lose control
& if your heart surrenders, you'll need me to hold
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[24 Jul 2004|01:36am] |
why do we anticipate summer so much?
we wait for months upon months for summer to come,
and when it finally does,
we're ecstatic.
.. that lasts about two weeks,
three weeks, if you're lucky.
it all goes downhill from there.
summer is such a joke.
kids either..
go on vacation with their family,
.. an envious fate, to be sure.
get a job,
.. to be harrassed and bored for hours on end.
or sit at home waiting for your friends to get back from vacation and off of work.
its a nice little circle of who gives a flying fuck.
our lives have become this boring routine,
and everyones doing the same thing.
we fuck the people who will fuck us back,
we drink until breathing is only a state of mind,
we smoke more marijuana then a stricken cancer patient,
or we hate the people that are fucking and drinking and smoking, and scream STRAIGHT EDGE as if it matters.
.. it doesn't.
no body cares.
it doesn't make you better when you fuck everyone you meet,
and it doesn't make you better to not fuck anyone at all.
it doesn't make you cool to drink like a fish, until alcohol spews from your system in the form of stomach acid and vomit.
and it doesn't make you cool to critisize every person who looks at an alcoholic beverage, preaching "your ruining your life.."
it doesn't make sense to smoke until your lungs crave THC instead of oxygen,
and it doesn't make sense to look at a person with contempt if they even mention using marijuana.
using coke or heroin or shrooms or acid does not make you hardcore, it makes you stupid
and refusing to use them makes you a fuckin' pussy.
... so whats there to do?
you can't not do it,
because your friends are.
and you can't do it,
because your other friends aren't.
we're so fuckin' confused as to who to please we've forgotten the most important person in the equation
..ourselves.
who gives a flying fuck if your friends are straight edge or potheads or coke addicts or drunken idiots or sexaholics.
if your parents made you promise not to,
if everyone is doin' it, or if everyone is obstaining.
because in the end..
its your sex. its your drugs. its your drink. its your life.
.. and what everyone else wants for you really doesn't matter.
so stop with the following.
stop with the whining.
stop with the complaining.
stop with the attempts to lead.
or preach.
just do you.
and fuck everyone else.
'cause who are they, anyway?
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